Who am i?
For starters, im axel!
I'm a 16-year-old Italian guy who has nothing to do all day. I like coding (obviously), playing video games, listening to music, taking pictures, and so much more! But you'll get to know that soon haha. I'm an artist; I go to an art school and I'm kinda good at art it depends. I love animals!! A lot!! I have a hamster and three dogs! Maybe I'll make a page just for them one day haha, who knows... Recently, I got a Sony Cybershot camera and I love it so much it takes amazing pictures. I'm on Neocities because I hate how people act online nowadays. I hate social media and I hate the mainstream internet. I hate modern technology in general in fact, I've been using an iPod a lot because I think it's better than Spotify or Apple Music. You could probably say I'm a night person. I'm actually writing this at 4:22 AM (holy fuck) but it's okay!! I'm not single!! I have an amazing partner and I love them so much!
Now it gets a little deeper...
For as long as I can remember, I was always an outcast. I was never like the other boys around me — I was more cheerful, less affected by toxic masculinity, and I was kind... really, really kind. And that stuck with me. I'm still very kind, especially to the people who deserve it. I love being kind, I love being a good person, and most of all, I love being human. A lot of people I know, both in real life and online, don't even seem human anymore. They're so eaten up by drama, by the need to look and feel "perfect", that their mental health just deteriorates — they basically become zombies. I decided I don't want to be a part of that anymore. I'm done with social media once and for all. At most, I might use Tumblr, but I want to mainly post things on my website.
Back to the point
For a long time, everyone who knew me took advantage of my kindness. But about a year ago, people started really appreciating me, and saying things I had never heard before. I realized I wasn't the problem the people I surrounded myself with were. Now, I have people with hearts made of gold in my life, and honestly, it feels so calming and refreshing. My friends admire me for my ability to understand others, and for my gift of translating unrecognized feelings into words that help people recognize and understand them. It truly fills my heart with joy.!